Letter to you :)

Since in this last period my primary languages becoming english (I write in english, speak to myself in english, even sometimes dream in english) the most natural way to write something in this blog will be expressing myself in the language I like more even ifs not my native one
Ive lost all interests in writing a blog, nothing happens in my life or, at least, nothing worth to be mentioned here. I could tell you about the great friendship Ive with a sweet puppy that lives 2700 Kms far from me but Im sure youd never understand anything, I could tell you about that broken in the ass guy used to mock at me for a year or so but itd be a quite boring subject bad for the health of my stomach. The other part of my lifes boring and quiet (but Ive never told of it here and Im not going to begin now!), horoscope told me two days ago that one of my dreams should become real in these days but nothing is happened yet (but Im sure itll never happen), strange since on last monday it told me something true but maybe it was just a matter of luck.
Illusions are good to make you feel far from reality, help you to dream again not considering how much shit theres in your life but when they crumble on you its normal to suffer a lot cause theres no more the main aim of your life. Yes, why do we live if not for trying to reach what we want? Call me a dreamer, but I like to live to reach what are my dreams (and I wont explain them now), if I dont succeed Ill be executed like my Kazakh hero, jagshemash ).
Now its another Saturday evening that means eating pizza with fuckin italian mozzarella \m/ and watching a movie thatll be The terminal in original language and subbed in spanish (yeah, I cant speak spanish  but its the same, another stimulus for getting myself to understand spoken english) and after that Ill go out with my friends hoping to have a funny time with them just not to think about what my life is since 3 years...sadness, absolutely sadness after 834 days of ordeal, a day more means another tear to add to those 834 were already poured.

"Seduced by the fire of power
Blessed with the gift of deception
I will become the reigning master
Fullfilling my desires for perfection"

Takk kjære, jeg lever stille til tross for begivenheter

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