I drømme

Its 23/12/06, tomorrow will be my minun rakas Hunajapentus birthday (perkele, Ill be your eternal web nuisance since I care of you a lot!). I cant think about the moment hell open that envelope and will be very disappointed seeing my very poor present but I wasnt able to find anything better even if he deserves all the best things in this world just for the fact to stand me everyday with my fucking blackmails just to get some Parkalot (were addicted, yeah ) and some words pronunced by his beautiful voice. Im like some english authors of a certain age I cannot remember at the present moment, like Captain Walton in Shelleys Frankenstein: Im longing for the north since it represent a dreamt world of wellness and satisfactions never achieved here where people like to mock at me, the north for me means fulfilling my inner desires ("Feel the passion enjoy the thrill, release your fear follow your will. Come to me and confide your trust join me in this dance of mortal lust"). I hope to reach the north Im looking for someday just to live my life with happiness satisfied of my past and with a promising future in front.
Changing radically subject itll be christmas in 2 days and so

MERRY FUCKING XMAS

just not to be unpolite with my few blogs readers even if I hate these stupid religious holidays though Hunajapentus a xamskid (but it wasnt his fault ), anyway having 2 days offs always appreciated...Im a smart arse, you know

"When I walk my path I feel secure,
confident that my voice will lead the way.
Even though I walk alone I am not lonely,
for all my thoughts are impulses from spirits"

good you worked if not Id have blown you

Gledelig Jul min engel. J.E.D. for alltid

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