Fuckin boredom

Thiss the first post of 2007, what should be supposed to say? My new years eve was quite bad like I supposed, I didnt spend all the night in that very ugly city I hate but just a part of it finding out that everything there was worse than here (luckily it all costed me under 7 €!) Rainy night without umbrellas, my hair got really wet and I didnt drink any alcohol apart 2 sips of Becks and a little glass of sparkling wine we brought from home. I wasnt drunk (and thats the worst side), my drunkness on previous new years eve seems a very old memory of mine...Ive to organize an alcoholic night with my friends just to fulfill my urge of alcohol (knowing my very slow times Ill be drunk in 6 months or more)!
I havent anything to write about without going in subjects I dont wanna talk of here, how were first days of 2007? Not common ones, and this could be something to be happy for, but with a lot of negative sides in them too. This is why I dont know how to define them, was it better a month ago or now? This question will never have an answer since Im a bit confused for this change of date I hope bring other changes in my life like travellig abroad, meeting a very special person and have unforgettable days with him just to remember our long friendship made of too many silent years (ehi, on february itll be 8 years since our first meeting  M.R.S. you know what it means and if not just ask me so Ill be sure you read these lines).
Im bored, its a long time I write here only if Im in this state and its quite degrading for my blog used to collect all my delirious speeches during boredoms overdoses but its quite normal to do it since Im not an interesting human being with a lot of interesting things to tell. Time seems to stand still, I hate this relativity of things, just thinking that next sundayll be another great memorial day of mine (3 years passed but youre still alive in me singing everyday for the pleasure of my tired ears) and a new post could be the righter way to celebrate it.

"Jumalauta!" yes, its a quote

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