Uskikkelig

Now that everything was worrying me a lot is over I feel better, more relaxed and able to write again on these pages. Im sorry Ive lost many readers for my decision to write english, but I feel more at ease like this cause Im British inside and I dont wanna be an ordinary italian not able to speak foreign langs. Im glad theres at least a person in the world not considering me so much italian despite my nationality (olenko oikeassa, Hunajapentu?) for having always spoken english with foreigners and not italian like the most of my compatriots. Id like to speak finnish too but its an hard struggle since its very very difficult but Im happy for now having learnt the most useful sentences, now I could speak with a Finn in his native language without any problem having the power of Nuole minun persettä with me
Im happy even if I shouldnt be like that since my best enemy/friends come back to visit me but I know shell never leave me alone and so Ive to accept her with a smile on my face repeating me thats my life and I cant change. But I dont like to think about problems too much, its rather unuseful especially when I cant solve them so better to live life how it comes and fuck everythhing else. You just discover the meaning of life and the good things in it when you find out something really bad, and the best things in life are simple and thiss what I like of it.
Well, maybe Im becoming too romantic at this point of the day but after waking up at 5:30 is the minimum I could wait from me! Going back to naughty mode  but only with a person!
I leave you with a personal quote coming from my heart, thiss the first thing I write in my life and so its unperfect but try to understand it anyway!

"Love goes beyond everything
 borders, nationalities, death
 When you love someone cherish the magic moment
 and never forget it since true loves rare"

Du er liv min, Jeg gleder meg til møte venner din

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Minnedag I

3 years ago today a norsk guy decided to head for his familys cabin on foot but, unfortunately, a snow storm came aross his path and closed his wonderful blue eyes forever not giving him any chance to go on with his great music project carried out since 1994. Years pass by but arent enough to heal my grief for having lost the best songwriter around, Jarles good too but he havent that folk component makes songs so special and able to provoke musicgasms (in me),
During these 3 years many things happened in my life, everythings changed now  but songs remain the same, if 3 years ago I loved 25% of this norsk guys production now I love every single note conceived by his brain and I love with all myself the creator of the only constant element of all my days (well, I should shag Bill Gates everyday since I use pc all day long but I wouldnt be the only one and I dont like orgies so much!).
Going on to praise him and what he did in his life would be quite vain since he already knows what are my feelings towards this subject and I prefer to keep them for myself like the most of my life (this is the reason why I never made real names of people and I prefer to be called with a nickname since noone except my lovely Hunajapentu knows my real identity).
Thiss the first memorial day of the new year, more will follow it as usual. Im bored as hell, have a little headache too and Im looking forward going out and leave pc to work alone since my eyes are burning with this fuckin monitors light. I havent anything to say about my life only that Id deserve to celebrate something but I can wait until its completely over!

"Dinna dagen so addle frykta
Frao dinna dagen kan ingen flykta"

J.E.D. forever and ever

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Fuckin boredom

Thiss the first post of 2007, what should be supposed to say? My new years eve was quite bad like I supposed, I didnt spend all the night in that very ugly city I hate but just a part of it finding out that everything there was worse than here (luckily it all costed me under 7 €!) Rainy night without umbrellas, my hair got really wet and I didnt drink any alcohol apart 2 sips of Becks and a little glass of sparkling wine we brought from home. I wasnt drunk (and thats the worst side), my drunkness on previous new years eve seems a very old memory of mine...Ive to organize an alcoholic night with my friends just to fulfill my urge of alcohol (knowing my very slow times Ill be drunk in 6 months or more)!
I havent anything to write about without going in subjects I dont wanna talk of here, how were first days of 2007? Not common ones, and this could be something to be happy for, but with a lot of negative sides in them too. This is why I dont know how to define them, was it better a month ago or now? This question will never have an answer since Im a bit confused for this change of date I hope bring other changes in my life like travellig abroad, meeting a very special person and have unforgettable days with him just to remember our long friendship made of too many silent years (ehi, on february itll be 8 years since our first meeting  M.R.S. you know what it means and if not just ask me so Ill be sure you read these lines).
Im bored, its a long time I write here only if Im in this state and its quite degrading for my blog used to collect all my delirious speeches during boredoms overdoses but its quite normal to do it since Im not an interesting human being with a lot of interesting things to tell. Time seems to stand still, I hate this relativity of things, just thinking that next sundayll be another great memorial day of mine (3 years passed but youre still alive in me singing everyday for the pleasure of my tired ears) and a new post could be the righter way to celebrate it.

"Jumalauta!" yes, its a quote

Hjelp meg, gang på gang...til all livet min!

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