Days follow other days in this slow world of mine, my friends seem to still give a fuck of me (some people do it, just for the eventual pleasure of a sexual act using my pussy 
) and thiss a good news since finding out what happened among us all was a primary thing for me.
I celebrated St. Valentines day with a very particular supper with my beloved one, horoscope told me to bring him in a very special resturant and I did it; well...we didnt talk a lot, too busy to fill our stomachs with food, but it was funny to have our first meal together on the 14th February. After that we talked a lot (or rather I talked a lot, didnt I Hunajakissanpentu -yes, thiss the evolution of your sweet nickname-?) planning our holiday full of lions, Rhines fishes and kidnappers...maybe even bag snatching if were lucky! Yes, sometimes Id need to sleep more and be less nerdish cause finding out that my life and pc are 2 different things could be good for me but it seems quite impossible since being nerd is a choice of life!
If Im lucky (but its difficult) I could get something very important for me in April, always less important than what I expected in January but a nice surprise in any case...an important sign like the one I keep in my wallet but I wish I could get something more too (like 2 words written for me to accompany that sign or even a little net contact), itd be important and could help me to wait until fucking autumn (well, Im waiting for summer too...but theres still a season to be over and another one to begin and finish 
).
After all Im happy, even if its not a great moment of mine for several reasons but I hope to overcome any difficulty Ive and to walk happy for my little victory.
"Kun jaksaa nauraa
kaikki muuttuu paremmaksi
saduissa kaikki elävät
onnellisina elämänsä loppuun asti"
Vær så snill, fosyn meg med helbrede 
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(55,50,55,55)/60 Christ, thiss why I love me 
) 