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Now that everything was worrying me a lot is over I feel better, more relaxed and able to write again on these pages. Im sorry Ive lost many readers for my decision to write english, but I feel more at ease like this cause Im British inside and I dont wanna be an ordinary italian not able to speak foreign langs. Im glad theres at least a person in the world not considering me so much italian despite my nationality (olenko oikeassa, Hunajapentu?) for having always spoken english with foreigners and not italian like the most of my compatriots. Id like to speak finnish too but its an hard struggle since its very very difficult but Im happy for now having learnt the most useful sentences, now I could speak with a Finn in his native language without any problem having the power of Nuole minun persettä with me
Im happy even if I shouldnt be like that since my best enemy/friends come back to visit me but I know shell never leave me alone and so Ive to accept her with a smile on my face repeating me thats my life and I cant change. But I dont like to think about problems too much, its rather unuseful especially when I cant solve them so better to live life how it comes and fuck everythhing else. You just discover the meaning of life and the good things in it when you find out something really bad, and the best things in life are simple and thiss what I like of it.
Well, maybe Im becoming too romantic at this point of the day but after waking up at 5:30 is the minimum I could wait from me! Going back to naughty mode  but only with a person!
I leave you with a personal quote coming from my heart, thiss the first thing I write in my life and so its unperfect but try to understand it anyway!

"Love goes beyond everything
 borders, nationalities, death
 When you love someone cherish the magic moment
 and never forget it since true loves rare"

Du er liv min, Jeg gleder meg til møte venner din

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